Alright so I'm back. Sorry for anything the delay in my posting caused. I had to go to Malone NY for the funeral which is about a 6-8 hour drive north of where I live. It's also in the middle of no where and it is the place where winter lasts 6-8 months out of the year. There was a blizzard there (yes a blizzard in November) and I almost didn't make it home because it snowed so damn much. Other then that the funeral was as could be expected. Cried a lot. Comforted my fiancee a lot and now I just feel kind of drained and wanting to get back to "normal" whatever that really means now.