What do I do? This is too new! [nsfw]

"I-I think...think you're bankai burns them away, and I think you used too much energy, that's what caused you to faint." Masaru replied as soon as Mia scrambled away from him with the blanket. "D-Don't try to talk too much, you're bleeding..."

Her next words surprised him and he immediately found himself shaking his head, "Th-That's not true! You're not, just, it was an accident! You're not awful, at all!"

She wasn't looking at him, but he could understand, she was upset, embarrassed...

"I don't mind healing you, you...I don't like seeing you hurt, and you're bleeding..."

"...HONO! What kind of SICK JOKE IS THAT YOU AWFUL..." Mia's voice rose a few decibels as she yelled at her Zanpakuto, hearing nothing but amused silence in returned as her eyes opened wide. She was angry and upset and...

Wilted as her anger disappeared and was left with misery. She sniffled and teared up, wiping her eyes and smearing the blood from earlier in pink streaks under her eyes. "I-I am... I made you so embarrassed... I...I wasn't awake but thats...not an excuse... It means parts of me..."

Her head hung low and she spoke softly. "D-Do what...you want with me... its all I deserve..."

Masaru moved to approach her some after she'd yelled at her zanpakutou, watching as her anger seemed to vanish to be replaced with misery.

Her words surprised him, and he tried not to let his embarrassment seep in at her wording.

"I-I just want to heal your injuries, it's alright, I'm alright...I-I It was my choice to stay in here and wait for you to wake up, I wanted to be here in case you woke up and needed something. Th-That's how you normally sleep, and since you were asleep you didn't notice." Reaching out, his hand move to her face, gently lifting it so she'd be looking up at him as he tried to give her a reassuring smile.

He moved that hand to the injury on her lip, using kido to heal the area, it was small injuries like this he was best at healing.

Mia let Masa approach this time, sitting there desolate. His words didn't seem to reach her though, his hand lifting her face as her eyes closed partially. Looking down and to the side as he healed her lip she saw the reassuring smile but couldn't give him anything in return.

She just felt miserable and worn out, this had been an awful experience and silent tears streamed down her face. After her lip was healed she spoke, though her eyes never lifted. "...But...you are a...Its bad or you to see me naked. Or touch me naked. Its really bad for you. Its...awful. Its not good I...you said I am attractive. Its...I shouldn't tempt you... or...anything... It hurts you..."

"It...There are things I can't do, yes, but...I'm not hurt by it...I feel...feel bad that I have to be so watchful of the things I do, but...and like I said, I-I'm trying to convey my emotions better, some things aren't totally forbidden, a-and I'm overly cautious about it, b-but I just don't want you upset...and this was embarrassing for you..."

He wasn't entirely sure if his words were making much sense, he was trying to help, but he didn't know how to get it across clearly that...that he wasn't upset with her or anything.

Mia finally glanced up, giving Masaru a wide eyed stare, a bit surprised before shaking her head. She was overreacting again wasn't she? Giving him a soft smile, she reached up and brought Mara's fingertips to her lips. Giving them a soft kiss, she took a deep breath and spoke. "A-As long as it doesn't hurt... you..."

However something crossed her mind as she turned red, her eyes unable to look at Masa at all as she said this next part against his fingers. "...If...it...bothers you...I'll take responsibility...for things..."

A soft smile of his own crossed his face as Mia seemed to cheer up, watching as she took his hand and brought his fingers to her lips. She seemed to be in a better mood, that was good, she wasn't freaking out anymore...

...

...What?

What was that last thing she said? ...She...She couldn't look him in the eye as she spoke, and was red in the face again and she was...offering to take...what...

It took a few moments, but as little things clicked, his own face reddened again, his expression one a mix of fluster and shock. "Re..."

Not long ago he'd thought he was going to die; that thought returned to him just now.

Stubborn Mia had a resurgence. Even if she couldn't look at Masa for more than a brief glance, a glimpse of the red and his own stuttered attempt to speak would tell her he immediately understood her words.

Masaru was ridiculous! Mia would... She could help him if problems happened! Otome games had taught her that... Would she like it? She wouldn't know until she tried though. "I-I am serious Masa! I-I...would feel bad... You have to promise me!"

She was going to die. Why. Why.

P-Promise her!?

She...What...She...She...She was serious!?

How...How did their conversation even end up here? What had happened, they...talked about embarrassment, him, her...some of his rules...just...w-what? She-She'd feel bad if...

"P-Promise?" His face was still red, completely.

"Yes! I mean it." Mia scrunched her eyes closed, her face still utterly red.

She couldn't stand it! If that had happened to Masa because of her... It...it would be awful! She needed him to be okay and happy. If that would fix such a miserable problem... she could do it...

Are you sure its just for him? Are you sure...you don't want to?

Mia pushed away that voice in her head, shaking it after before finally opening her eyes and staring straight up into Masa's icy blues.

If it were possible for his face to become any redder, it would have as she looked up at him, finally looking him in the eyes. She was utterly serious...she was serious...

He...He, c-cold baths fixed these things! They did and yet here...How had their conversation ended up here!?

Was...What was he...

"P-P....P-Promise." As soon as he could, as soon as he was able, he would prepare a hole for himself to die in.

Masaru had promised... and with that the stubbornness of Mia evaporated. She shook slightly and then hung her head... She had made...him promise...to... Oh god what had she done!? Standing up, and taking the blanket with her, Mia ran over to Masa's bed and made herself a cocoon.

"...I am the most miserable person to exist ever... I can't believe I made you...do that...Masa...please...kick me out... get rid of me... I am so...awful..."

Before Masaru could even form another response, Mia had cocooned herself on the bed. He turned back to him, having been surprised at her sudden move, and still quite shocked by their...recent agreement.

"M-Miserable? Mia you're not, y-you you're not at all, and I'm not going to kick you out." Masaru replied, standing after a moment and heading over towards the bed, sitting on the unoccupied side next to the cocooned Mia.

He cleared his throat, "I-You're not awful, y-you're intents w-were to...to help, a-and...y-you're not awful..."

"But...you take promises so seriously. So now you'll feel you have to... so it won't help you and you'll just get embarrassed." The cocoon opened just slightly after she spoke, one violet eye and part of her forehead showing. She stared up at Masaru, upside down as the red slowly faded from her features. "H-How am I not miserable for making you make such a promise? It...might not help you at all... Would you even let me?"

"I-I do take them seriously, b-but i-if I..." How could he even say these kinds of things!? "If I truly...truly felt bad a-about it I would have never promised i-in the first place."

Masaru brought his hand to Mia's head over the blanket as she peeked up at him, his face still a bit tinted. "Y-You're not awful, a-and...I-I...w-well, clan rule's n-never said anything about...th-those things...just..."

He couldn't even complete his sentence, his slightly red face becoming more obvious in color with every word.

"...So you..." Mia's face turned much more red. If he took that promise seriously... And if he didn't feel bad about making it... The blanket was tossed off partially as she stared up at Masa in a bit of disbelief.

That...meant...

His next words caused a much stronger reaction, as did his hand on her head. His clan had no rules against... he wouldn't be breaking it... and... She shivered, her voice soft and quiet. "...So...you would want me to? Do that...if I...make you that way...it wouldn't even be against the rules..."

Masa's hand in her hair was causing a much different reaction than normal, it wasn't calming her at all! She just leaned her head against it though and vibrated softly.

"Y-Y-You wouldn't have t-to if-if you didn't w-want, I-I'm just...stating it's n-not...a-against any r-rules." He stuttered, his words quick at first before slowing as he continued with the hair petting.

Words were coming out, thankfully, despite his mind being a jumbled mess...though things came out horribly stuttered.

She-she seemed to enjoy the hair petting at least, though she normally enjoyed it, it was a good thing.

"I-I don't know? I've never... I might?" Mia's hand went to her mouth as she as she tried to...figure it out. Would she like it? She didn't know. Did she want to try?

The hair petting felt really good, she vibrated a bit more as her face flushed. Yeah... she... Mia's voice was even softer as she stared up at Masa. "I-I wouldn't mind trying..."

How did...why couldn't she think anymore?! What was going on with her braain? This wasn't like her at all.

"A-Ah..." Unsure of how to respond, Masaru had said only that in response as his fingers continued their movements in her hair, relieved she was obviously enjoying it.

Her following words though, once again, caught him by surprise.

"T-Try..T-Trying?" The heat in his cheeks flared, and his jumbled mind became even more so at those words.

Mia's body was relaxing and not at the same time, the blanket uwrapping slowly though her blush didn't fade. In fact it got stronger. She leaned against his hand, nudging it slightly for more touching, her eyes closing.

Her mouth opened softly as she smile, her voice much lower than usual. "That...feels really good Masa. Mhm... I wouldn't...mind...at all. I-It might be fun..."

Her words only proved to keep his blush a permanent feature on his face. H-How were they even talking about this? The question had crossed his mind before, but...but it passed again.

"F-Fun...aha...You think?" He replied, with a small, sheepish chuckle.

J-Just focus on the hair petting, she was happy with that right now...

"I-I just...I dunno. Wouldn't it be like...suckers?" Mia turned red, though her eyes stayed closed. How...why was she saying?! Admitting this!?

Her brain was fried, she was just saying things that came to mind and her legs pushed her up, closer to Masaru so she could get more hair playing. It felt really good and she gave a small pleased sound in her throat. "I don't know...why but I like things like that... S-So...it shouldn't be...too d-different?"

S-Suckers!?

Mia was red, he was red, and their conversation certainly wasn't helping with de-reddening them. Just...suckers!? When Mia mentioned she liked things like that, he felt the heat flare again, though it was already flaring rather strongly.

"M-It-It might n-not be..."

"W-Well? H-How am I supposed to know?" Mia's voice rose just a bit, she turned herself to her side, being careful to not dislodge Masaru's hand from her head. She still leaned against it, a bit stronger now as her eyes opened up finally. She stared up at Masa, her breathing a bit stronger.

"L-Like I said its...I won't know...unless I try..." Masa's face was beat red and so was hers but she kept saying such odd things. Her hand moved up to brush bits of black hair from her face while her other hand stayed on her mouth. She brushed her lower lip with her thumb...wondering.

"R-Right..." Masaru replied, shifting his eyes to the side for a moment as he worked up that response. Wouldn't....Wouldn't know until she tried. N-Neither of them had any way of knowing, really...not without the...the experience...

This was...a really dangerous topic...