Painfilled Lessons [nsfw]

Iyuki stared up at Muika with a soft smile for a moment, before nodding and gulping just slightly. His eyes went down as his hand grabbed himself to steady it. Muika might need...help... He was red but he spoke. "J-Just grab my shoulders... I will help... p-put it in...you are r-ready for...this?"

Then she would just need to move. Just move...thats it. It wasn't hard...

Muika gave a small nod, ignoring her burning face as much as possible as she listened to Iyuki, her hands moving to take his shoulders as he suggested before moving. She just had to move, just carefully move, it...it should be easy.

The moment she felt him, she attempted to hold back a sharp intake of breath, she...she needed to move, react in a second...

Iyuki groaned deep in his throat, cutting it off with a choking sound as he felt her on him as he slid inside. "M-Muika..."

Very good... He hadn't been lying earlier when he had said he would be fine, having gone a few days without sex he was rather pent up. This was more than enough to make him feel amazing and he let out a moan as Muika settled on him, though his hips did move just slightly against his will.

Biting his lip, his good hand moved up to her hip and slid up as he looked Muika in the eye. "M-More?"

A moan escaped her as she settled on him, feeling his hips move slightly against her, and his hand move to her own hip before she heard him speak.

She...She needed to move then...

With a small nod, she began to move on him, her grip on his shoulder tightening as another moan made it's way to her throat.

Muika moved, Iyuki moaning lightly as he tried to cut it off. It did not work, a strong and shaky breath filling his lungs. She was moving... Whimpering and moaning softly, Iyuki's hand slid up Muika's body to her chest. He wanted to touch her like this while she moved, maybe it would make her feel that much better?

Her hand felt good on his shoulder, holding him. Muika liked this as much as he did and it made him happy. So happy...

As she moved on him, Muika felt Iyuki's hand move on her, up her body and to her chest again where he earned another moan, his name following shortly after. It felt...really good, his touching along with this...

Curse his arm... he wanted to be touching her more. Muika's moans made him react with more of his own, his name being moaned like that. He kept touching her chest, whimpering her name softly as she moved on him. It felt just as good as usual, he had missed this.

Hearing him call her name like that...It was nice, really nice; the touching, and everything else. The things they'd been doing before...before this, it'd felt good too, satisfying in its own way; this...this was different though, more satisfying...

"I-Iyuki..." His name escaped her again in a moan, unable to help it.

Iyuki's hand could not continue touching her like that, requiring too much concentration as her name slipped his lips again. It slipped back down to her hip where he held on and rubbed circles with his thumb. He was moaning much louder at this point, his body shaking lightly as the feelings overwhelmed any sense of control he had.

His name being moaned loudly like that caused him to clench his hand again. "M-Muika I...soon..."

Iyuki would die he felt. Having Muika like this again...

"S...s-same..." Muika managed to get out; she wouldn't be able to last much longer either; her hold on him tightening momentarily as his name escaped her again just before another moan followed.

Her warning came true soon after, Iyuki's name escaping her once more as she felt herself reach her climax.

Iyuki's body shook slightly as she moaned his name, unable to hold back any longer. Muika's moans and orgasm edged him over, her hands holding him as tightly as his arm wrapped around her back and pulled him to her in a hug. He buried his face in her neck, moaning her name as he too climaxed.

He shook more as he breathed heavily, exhausted from such activities and yet feeling utterly wonderful... "Muika...Muika..."

Muika moved her arms around Iyuki's neck as he pulled her to him, her breathing heavy as he buried his face in her neck when he reached his own climax.

One hand moved up slightly after a few moments, and her fingers lightly toyed a bit with his hair. She felt tired, but she also felt really good, and hearing him mutter her name like that caused her to bury her own head to him as her hold on him tightened some in a small embrace.

Iyuki leaned against Muika's hand, breathing heavy but smiling as a bit of laughter bubbled up. He held her close for now, unable to move...

"Muika thank you. Are you okay like this...? Should we move?" Iyuki's voice was a bit tired but rather happy, not letting Muika go one bit as his hand came up to her hair.

"Mm...m...I'm fine." Muika replied, her voice a bit muffled due to her position. "We can move though, if you want..."

She couldn't help a small smile from appearing, even if he couldn't see it, as Iyuki gave a small laugh and continued to hold her close. She felt his hand in her hair, it felt good...just like always.

"I am fine. I wished to make sure it was okay on you as well." Iyuki sighed, happy with how things were as he leaned back fully against the couch. He was way too comfortable to want to move and relaxing like this was nice with Muika curled up around him.

Muika gave a small nod against him; they could stay here then, she was comfortable like this and according to Iyuki he was fine as well.

It was still a little bit hard for her to believe how much her words earlier had meant to him, considering how...small they seemed compared to other things she wanted to say. It...It made her happy though that they meant so much, and she was happy she was able to actually gather the nerve and be able to say them.

Iyuki's hand continued to play in Muika's hair, softly taking more comfort from her while also giving it in return he hoped. He had hoped his feelings had gotten through, though he was fine if they hadn't as of yet. He would keep trying, keep showing her.

She was quiet though, very quiet... "Penny for your thoughts?"

"M-m...I-It's just..." She'd...She'd been that quiet? She felt her face flush a bit at realizing that, but...she didn't want to lie, and say it was nothing... "I was just...thinking it's still a little hard for me to...believe that my words meant so much...when they're small in...mm...c-comparison...to..."

She hadn't thought this through, she hadn't thought her response through at all...and because of that she felt her face heat further.

"I-In...comparison to...to..m...to something really....really important...I wanna say but...e-every time I try...I get scared." She had kept her face buried in his shoulder, that fear bubbling up again. "B-But I want to say it..."

Iyuki knew Muika had trouble speaking sometimes, so he was quiet though he made encouraging noises. Something that was much larger than what she said. But what she had said was so amazingly large and wonderful! How could she think... it was small... Someone like her, to be that happy and secure with him...

His hold tightened, secure and not too tight but he obviously was happy. She was scared of saying whatever it was, his hand playing with her hair more and more in an attempt to soothe her. "I understand... But I am willing to wait however long you need, to listen to what you have to say. I will not be going anywhere anytime soon, despite my recent...attempt to."

The young man laughed softly, leaning his head down onto hers and nuzzling it gently. "So when you can say what you want, I will be here to listen."

"I-I...I think it's something...I'm always gonna be afraid to say until I say it, a...and I hate that..." It was something she'd always be afraid to say, because it wasn't something she'd ever had. "I...I know I feel it...b-but I'm scared...I want to be brave, like you always say I am..."

If she said it...What would his reaction be? She was afraid of that too...what if he didn't...What if it made things weird? What if...

"You are brave. So very brave... being scared does not mean you are not brave." Iyuki held Muika closer, holding her in hopes it would help. Whatever it was was bothering her... Did she think whatever she had to say would hurt him? Was she worried about something?

"Whatever you are feeling or want to speak about... you can tell me Muika. I will never hate you for what you say, you are my most precious person. So you can be scared and take your time and I will wait to hear your words... Or you can say them now and in both situations I will never hate you or get angry at you for your thoughts."

In response to his words, Muika could only feel her face burn more and her hold on him tighten a little, but not painfully so. What'd he'd said...that...

Why'd she feel tears build up from just that? She...She knew she was important to him, so why...

"I...Y-You're...I..." She trailed off again, unable to help but clamp her eyes shut and keep hidden before giving a frustrated noise. She hated this...Hated how she couldn't speak her mind without some damn mental fight with herself! Her voice was muffled, but what did that matter? She was mostly just venting to herself now out of that frustration she felt. "Gh...W-Why...Why does it have to be so hard to say it. People say it all the time to each other so why...W-Why do I have to be so scared to just say I love y..."

Hide. She wanted...to hide. That had been...out loud...but...in her shock she couldn't find it in her to move. If she moved she'd look at him and...and she didn't...didn't want to. She hadn't meant to say anything, or...well...not like that! She'd...Stupid...E-Even if he said he wouldn't hate her, he...this...

She felt herself trembling slightly, afraid obviously. She hadn't wanted to say...say it like...just let it spew out like that...no...

Iyuki felt Muika's body quivering with the suppressed emotions as she tried to work her way through her problems. She clung to him more and more, not hurting him in the least but very obviously nervous beyond what she normally could handle.

Whatever this was...he was afraid for her. Would she push herself past her breaking point just to say it? She did not need to. About to speak up about that, that he could wait until it didn't hurt her so much to say it... She started speaking. That... That was... a confession... THAT was why she had been so nervous.

His arms wrapped around her tightly, unable and unwilling to let her go as her words seeped into his core. He laughed happily, his head nuzzling her as he spoke his thoughts aloud without thinking. "What a silly woman. A silly perfectly adorable and sweet..."

"They do, just like I get to say it to you as well now as much as I want, I hope? I love you too Muika. I was afraid to say so, in case it scared you... it seems I was worried for nothing. I love you, I love you. I. Love. You." Iyuki's voice bubbled with happy laughter, utterly pleased to have heard those words that made his heart overflow. She would be able to feel how much it raced, beating strongly as he held her to him and smiled brightly.

A surpised squeak escaped her as she felt his arms tighten around her. N-no...she wanted to get away and hide not-!

...

He was laughing!? What...What the hell did that mean!? S-Silly? A...He...He didn't sound upset, or...or angry...he-

Everytime he said it it left her frozen in shock, unable to move now even if she wanted to. Her grip remained tight on him, that grip the only thing keeping her from trembling again.

She hadn't even noticed those tears that had built up spill over, she was too overwhelmed to realize it. He...

"S-S.....Say it as many times as you w-want."

Iyuki held Muika close, still smiling though his happy laughter had died down. He just held her, his hand petting her hair as his head leaned against hers. He felt those tears, but there wasn't much he could do right now other than hold her and reassure her more. His heart jolted as she told him he could say it as much as he wanted, having waited to hear those words without knowing.

"I love Muika. I love her. I love you." His voice was a soft whisper, so happy he could burst from all these emotions just rampaging through him. Happiness, contentedness, love...