Losers Continue to Lose [NSFW]

"..." His soft tone went through her like a pickaxe, striking at her vital weak parts with enough force to cause a soft whimper of almost... almost caving to escape. Her hands still on his eyes, Mia kept them there for the moment longer before his whining of her name.

Shame filled her more and she lowered her hands... Her whole body curled up in his arms as if she was attempting to make herself the smallest target of...something. Something bad, she was obviously preparing herself for the worst of whatever her words would bring...

Sucking in a deep breath, she let it out in a sigh before she replied softly herself. "...Did...you even look...when you were setting up...my games? Did...you see what...you were buying?"

How...had he missed... Missed the...items...and the intended... age range and...everything...

How could Masaru have...missed...all of that?!

Mia's...hands eventually left him, and she curled up further in his arms in a ball as if to make herself smaller. Mia was definitely not alright, she was nervous, and upset...the opposite of what he wished her to be after such a long day...

He'd really need to make this all up to her, she needed to rest, and relax...

Hm...?

"I...They were your games, I simply asked to buy them, I had your name and that was enough to get them... I didn't look at them though, they were yours and I was...mostly caught up in getting them for you rather than taking a look myself..."

The games had been held behind the counter, and when he'd requested them they'd gotten them out and bagged them for him and he'd purchased them. He took them out of the bag to put them on the bed but hadn't exactly been paying and specific attention to them other than setting them up neatly for her...

...

Mia let out a soft laugh, that...that was so much like Masaru she could cry. He hadn't been paying attention to the items at all, just knowing she'd wanted it so he'd made sure to set it all up for her...

Whimpering softly though, she shook her head and cowered more. "...Open...grab and open...that...darker colored book... Empress Wasp artbook..."

...Telling him was too hard...

"That...is why... That's the whole reason..." All she could get out was that before her voice cut off and she clenched her eyes shut.

Hm...? Open the darker colored book... The Empress Wasp artbook...

Masaru looked over at the items he'd set out, taking the artbook in hand as Mia had suggesting it and opened to a random page.

"Aaa...The background art is really well drawn, the coloring is really beautiful..." It seemed he'd opened to a page that displayed the various background CGs and art of the overall world rather than...

So Masaru kept flipped carefully through the pages, moving onto the characters and... A-Ah...

T-This is what Mia was...w-w...worried about...? It was...obviously not like the games he'd seen her play before, but...h-he supposed if she...he supposed she played these in private...

"A-Ah...I see, this is why you were n-nervous, huh?" B-By...the content... "Y-Yesterday you mentioend something about...p-perhaps not this level of things, but... I suppose you play these games in private...?"

Masaru brought the hand he'd had previous on Mia's head and moved it some, trying to comfort her further.

"This isn't anything..b-bad Mia...flustering, but not... Like I said before, this is definitely not something I would hate you over, this...it's another game you love...p-perhaps even the content...in the games you love as well...but nothing is wrong with that, as I said."

Nothing was wrong with that, that much he knew...

He didn't think any less of her for this, at all...

It was...rather flustering considering he hadn't even been paying attention before, a-and these types of things when not...taking part in them and foggy minded was...also flustering...but it wasn't bad!

"It was the art that made me want to get the special edition... There's...not many that have...that nice of art or... good plot hook and I wanted to support such a thing...plus they normally have...the guys being all in charge and I..." Mia stopped herself as Masaru brought up the backgrounds, her mouth running with explanations as usual for why she'd chosen a particular game or what drew her to it in the first place. It... was something she did with Masaru all the time, so it was instinct now pretty much.

As he flipped through more, she froze up again though her fingers parted to allow her to peek. He...wasn't looking disgusted at least, just...flustered? Like usual when anything sexual was brought up...

"M-Mhm... that's why..." Not expecting his reaction, Mia's hands slipped from her face as she stared up in obvious disbelief and shock before... her blush grew bright and she squeaked. "N-No! Not...not that bad... I-I mean it would...it sounds nice...the thing I thought! N-Not the level of stuff in there... that's... it might hurt you!"

H-He seemed so damn calm! What was...Mia was broken, just staring in awe, but also worried he felt she...wanted all that... She'd seen some of the CGs and just woah those were way too much outside of a game! Never, never would that be something she wanted for her love...

"...Y-Yes... I have...others...h-hidden... I didn't...want you to know...ever..." Admitting that was the hardest part, she choked on it part way through but carried on as his hand rubbed her head. Now it was giving her a large measure of comfort... Now that she knew he wasn't... disgusted...

As he spoke up though, she teared up a bit more and nodded softly, her eyes settling on the dress she was wearing instead of Masaru. "M-Mm... I-I am...I feel relieved but... but..its weird to go from b-being so...nervous over it... I-I guess I overreacted before? S-So...its all fine? I-I found it...interesting before... since... I didn't know...anything..."

...It was just interesting... and had some fun reactions out of her she hadn't understood till...later...but...

Flustering, Masaru was right it was so flustering... But nothing wrong with it? It... was a huge weight off of her to hear that...

"A-Ahh...I see, the art, and..." How the...woman was the one in charge in this game was a change of pace that wasn't...available in most of the games out there... It-It...That was a good change of pace...it was...good there were some games out there that took that path, e-even if they were meant for a mature audience...

She had been...worried and hadn't ever wanted him to know she played these types of games...

O-Of course, w-what was in the...book here was definitely...rather extreme! T-Tying up was...well there were people tied up so...so it was...apart of that...he figured...

"I-I realize this is...very extreme... I just noticed...aa..." His fluster was strong, but he was forcing a lot of it down. Mia was broken and needed calming!

"I-It's alright if you're still...f-flustered and...J-Just know I think...no less of you for having...these types of games, a-at all... I don't mind... It's something you like, so you should be f-free to enjoy it..."

Masaru gave a nod after he'd spoken, confirming his own words; "It's fine, I-I promise, Mia..."

Mia nodded softly, a noodle ball in Masaru's lap now that she had spoken. The worry over her fleeing should definitely be long gone, because even if she wanted to she couldn't move away right now. Which...there was a distinct lack of wanting to move.

Even as Masaru continued to flip through the book, her rather wired and overtight anxiety thread had snapped thus leaving her with no real filter or even ability to wish Masaru to stop looking. She just nodded as he said so, agreeing that it was too extreme. "Mm...th-that's good... I-I don't... know... A lot yet, I haven't even seen more than sample CGs but..."

He didn't mind, and was obviously flustered... but he didn't think less of her at all for this. Mia teared up again, her hands clenching her dress as emotions began to flood back into her.

"I-I'm flustered but numb... I-I just...worried for so long... and its...nothing to you... so...its... " What was the word she was looking for? It... just was a nice thing to have, Masaru's acceptance. "A relief... Its a reliefbut also... just... I can't...process it. You...Y-You are fine...with those games... You are promising..."

"Masa..." Mia whispered his name, a bit awed in spite of her attempt to... to not be... He was...amazing...

"I'll...c-close the book then, that way you'll be surprised w-when you play it yourself." Mia was...in a wild ride it seemed when it came to the game... She said she'd only seen sample CGs then...well, she certainly had a lot ahead of her...

He did as said, and closed the book, setting it off to the side as his arm returned to her to give her further comfort as he held her.

"I-It's fine...I...You've kept it a secret for so long, and...d-didn't want me knowing, so...so it may take a bit to...to process..."

It...would likely take a bit, but...as long as she knew that...it was perfectly alright. He didn't think badly of her at all...

Hearing her whisper his name, he leaned down slightly, moving to nuzzle to top of her head. Right now was the time to comfort her... She'd had a long day, and this was a major weight off her shoulders...

"...Mm, thank you..." Mia wasn't sure how else to respond to her boyfriend looking at her...pretty much porn game artbook and just deciding to set it down so as to not spoil her for it. What kind of weird alternate dimension was she in?!

She noted how careful he was with it, feeling her heart swelling as slowly but surely emotions returned to her. It was hard to stay numb when Masaru did such sweet things or said such sweet words... Leaning against his hold, she settled her head on his chest and tried to relax again, letting herself repeat that it was totally fine... totally fine... he knew and everything was okay...

"S-So you see why... the clerk gave you a bit of an odd look?" She laughed softly, trying to give some more levity to it all and show she was trying to feel better... His words were...helping, he was right, it'd been a while she'd been keeping it secret...

Really though... Masaru accepted everything about her and even nuzzled her sweetly... She giggled softly and shifted her head, wanting to kiss him or allow him to forehead kiss her at least... before...something sunk in from a bit ago...

"Y-Y-Y-Y-You remember that?! From yesterday... A-And you aren't all... w-w-weirded out!?" Mia practically shrieked her response, jolting as it hit her what Masaru's earlier words had been implying... Not only implying, it seemed he... She shook softly, overwhelmed again...

"Welcome..." It seemed his comforting attempts were working now, he was glad... Mia needed lots of comfort. He didn't doubt her nerves were all over the place right now, she'd need lots of reassurances!

Once she was feeling a little bit better, she could even enjoy her favorite meal! He had been sure to say he was doing the cooking tonight, or well, them...if Mia felt up to it...

She had said earlier she would rest, but...now he knew she'd just been trying to hide the game...so...

"If you'd like we can still go and prepare dinner...? Would that make you feel a bit better?" He questioned, deciding now was a good time to ask her again.

E-Eh...

"Aha...a...Well...y-yes...I see now...why I got the odd look...aha..." Yes, he certainly saw now...

Hm? R-Remembered-!? A-Ah...that...

"I-It...It was...simply...t-t-ty...tying up...I-I don't see...w-what there is to be...w-weirded...out about i-it...a-at least, I'm not...? A-As you said before it-it's...v-v-v-very mild...compared to...l-lots of things-!"

Mia had been calming down and before death struck her once again she was given a chance to keep herself relaxed and not freaking long enough to contemplate dinner... Thinking on it, she smiled softly and nodded. "I-I think I'd...like to watch you make it, if that's okay?"

Normally she'd help, but with how ruined she was it wouldn't be good for her to help too much... What if she had a flustered flashback mid cutting something?! That would be bad and ruin her nice dress...

Though at least Masaru now understood the weird looks, but was that any better than his next reply?! Nope, it was not. How could... he so...calmly... Mia felt steam rising from her ears and the inside of her head burning from hot hot her face was. O-Only tying... he wasn't bothered...

In a futile attempt to hide her face, she buried it right against his neck but it did nothing to cool the blush that filled her cheeks.

"So...I-I am...allowed to...?"

Watch him make it, that seemed fine; if Mia wanted to do that then that's what they'd do. He'd make it and she could watch. A nod was given, along with one of his smiles for her. "Sounds good, I'll prepare it, and you can watch."

Soon they could have dinner then, just like they'd planned yesterday.

A-As for the other...other...subject...

"I-I don't...see why not, I-I am...n-not against...so..." That was a "yes" pretty much... If Mia wanted to then he didn't see the harm in it... It-It wasn't like it was anything bad, and he wasn't against it...

Maybe once she watched for a bit, Mia could calm down enough to help and thus she gave a nod against his neck. It'd be the best plan, for her at least... Maybe she could make desert if she didn't calm down enough? Yes, deserts were easiest... She gave him a tiny peck on the neck, knowing he was smiling but unable to see it...

His...response was a yes...

A Masaru round about yes...

Mia was burning up, enough to melt her brain and she just nodded once again before speaking. "...O-Okay... I...want to try then..."

It might feel really nice for him, so she was... wanting to try...wanting a lot...

"A-Alright...w-w...we can...then..." Flustering, really flustering, but...b-but they could try that...w-when Mia wanted to...

Feeling the peck given on his neck, his hand continued to lightly play with her hair, glad he'd been able to comfort her and calm her down for the most part...

They had...ehem...plans then...for...things...

"M-Mhm... A plan..." Who made...plans for...tying someone up in bed?! Apparently they did and Mia felt herself burning up from fluster, before giving Masaru a few more neck kisses in response to his hair playings.

She was definitely much calmer, happier even... This part of her had been kept secret for so long that... that it was nice to have Masaru knowing it and not only accepting but... finding nothing he needed to accept really since it seemed fine to him in the first place.

"Lets go get dinner started, I think I might make dessert since I am feeling a bit better..." She was definitely feeling up to helping now and they could definitely go start dinner!

Pork booowls~

Right, plans... This wasn't something people...normally planned, or at least he'd never heard of people planning such a thing, but it seemed fine by him. There was no harm in planning it!

As he felt Mia planting a few more small kisses against his neck he gave a light laugh before his smile warmed.

"Alright, you can handle dessert then if you're up to it." With that set, Masaru moved, lifting Mia with him for a bit as he walked to the door before setting her on her feet. The smile remained on his face, even if carrying her had likely been a bit sudden.

There was no harm in it.

Mia pulled away from Masaru's neck in time to see his warm smile, which only made her happy grin grow. She giggled in return and shifted as if attempting to get off of his lap, before a soft squeak escaped her when he continued to carry her close.

Her arms clung to his neck as she blushed more, staring at his chest as he carried her to the door instead of setting her down at any other point...

With her white dress on, she felt like a princess and as he set her down she adjusted her dress a bit and continued to blush. Without looking up, she took his hand and nodded. "A-All right... Dessert it is...I-If you need me to taste test something though I will!"

Masaru's smile threatened to grow at Mia's reaction towards his carrying her to the door; a nod was given in response to her, "Mhm, I'll let you taste test as I get everything prepared."

That way Mia could get tastes of her favorite as she waited on the full dish, it would be good for tiding over...that way the wait wouldn't seem like forever. Dinner would be prepared in due time!

With that, he took her hand in his and opened the door, stepping out into the hall with Mia before sliding the door shut and he began walking to the kitchen.

They hadn't been able to prepare anything last night, but tonight he'd made sure they'd have the chance.