Beaches and Birthdays [nsfw]

"...A...Ah..."

Yeah... He could see, he could definitely see why she'd...attempted to avoid saying anything. He'd...been confused though, and had asked and well...she'd answered.

"M...Mn..."

What...What the hell more was he supposed to say!?

His arms still remained around her in a secure hold, even if neither of them were looking at one another in the face right now. That kind of talk...

Why had she answered and replied? Miyako felt just a burning embarrassment deep inside her now, especially after Hibiki's responses. Aaah she should have just lied or something! But then she'd feel too bad...

Her hands dropping from his hair, Miyako gave a soft, shy laugh as they settled against his shoulders. "U-Um...yeah... I-I should also..."

She should probably tell him but she felt way too embarrassed by that... but since...something like this was brought up... Her head turned to allow her eyes to glance at the floor to his right as it settled against his chest.

"M...Mn..."

Aito gave a small nod, she'd...answered his question, and...and he had asked so. Gh... Why the hell was he getting worked up about it!? They had talked about this before, right!? Then why!?

It was the most casual of conversation topics, but...

He gave no other response than his usual sounds, his hand still not having left her hair, but his fingers only moved slightly, and wasn't really teasing.

Hibiki nodded...accepting it and... why was he so worked up too? They'd said things before... He'd seemed a little flustered, maybe but they still talked about it. She'd been a flustered mess of course! Or well internally... But she could tell he was a bit effected by it too, the hand in her hair still there but slightly frozen it seemed... "Wh-What's wrong?"

"T-Tell... I should...tell you..." Miyako spluttered out after that question, her hands clenching against his shirt. It...was embarrassing but they were already embarrassed and flustered! There was already the awkward air... "I-I...went to see... the doctor... i-its...fine... to..."

She froze against him at those words not having wanted to say them like this but... well it should have been done a bit ago, she'd just never found the right timing or wording...

"s'Nothing..." Really, he didn't know himself; he was just...like this! He couldn't explain exact reasoning either! They'd already had talks like this so why the hell now!?

Hah?

Tell him what...?

She was definitely flustered again, but he waited, no use in pushing if she was...already doing that herself. She went...?

Doctor...?

"A...Ah..." I-It was...fine...to...

Ah.

A...Ah... Right... It'd taken him a bit to...get what she was saying but...he got it, though it definitely didn't...change his current state. Miyako's own fluster being contagious again...

"But...why are you...a-all flustered like me? I-It doesn't make...sense...this stuff...doesn't...matter to you..." Miyako barely stuttered, but she knew something was wrong and spoke haltingly. Hibiki wasn't acting...normal at least over it...

He was...really flustered, she'd learned when to tell he was flustered and this...this was very much it...

But why over this!? She knew why she was...

He'd at least understood her words so she could avoid further embarrassment about explaining...

"I dunno, your...your fluster is contagious...I guess...dunno..." He'd said "dunno" twice...damn it. He really didn't know though! He was just using excuses, but it's all he had! He didn't know how else to really answer her!

He was like this because...because...he didn't know...

"I-Its...never...been before!" Miyako was utterly confused, her own fluster fading as she tried to figure out Hibiki's. She was red as she lifted her head from his chest, though her eyes would only go as high as his lips...

"I-I know why I am...b-but...Hibiki...what's...bothering you about...it?" Was...there something he wasn't telling her? Or did he really not know... Just it was too odd! Why was he flustered too!? He was the experienced one...

"Really...dunno..." Aito answered, he was being honest right now and it didn't seem like Miyako was buying it! He really didn't know, damn it!

His eyes glanced back to her for a short moment, but after a short bit he turned his head again. He really didn't get it...

So...even Hibiki was confused... Miyako felt her fluster growing more now... How could he not know why he got flustered?! Something had caused it...her flusteredness wasn't contagious when it was something like sex talk to him!

Or...shouldn't be...

What changed?

"D-Did...something change? I-I know I'm not...someone to get...flustered...o-o-over...d-doing that...with..." She wasn't gorgeous so there wasn't...something embarrassing. Besides he'd seen her naked already! He'd... She wanted to find this out...

"Nothing changed... Not that I know of..." Aito answered; he wasn't typically one to become like this either! He was the experienced one, so why!? Why the hell was he reacting like this to this topic of things!?

He didn't get it...

"B-But it has. You got flustered...that's a change right there..." Miyako shook her head...something was different then! What though? "Wh-When we first...started dating....you didn't...care...at all... Not one bit...but now..."

...

........

Miyako froze slightly, what...could have changed was...feelings...

They had gone through more together, been together more...seen more of each other and gotten to know each other... She knew her feelings had changed, growing stronger and deeper with more time spent with him...

Why...couldn't it be the same for him?"

"I know that..., I don't know why I'm reacting like this..." He didn't know what changed! He hadn't cared at first, they had set up their boundaries pertaining to that stuff, and that had been that! There wasn't anything for him to feel like this about so why!?

Gh...

"...You like me more...o-or...you...feel more...about such things now..." Was what Miyako wished she could say... Instead she grew...more flustered... squeaked and tried to pull back from Hibiki as her mind thought that.

"I-I-I-I I should...go c-c-clean...the room... s-so its not...awful later thats what we can do is clean the room or well I can clean the room you can lay on the bed but definitely not helping because you are guest and-" Miyako took a deep breath and attempted to pull away more, unable to voice why she was so flustered again and unable to speak too coherently now.

"A..Huh...h..." Huh? The sudden topic change...but...well, whatever. He'd go with it. "Right, right...room, clean..."

He loosened his hold somewhat, enough so Miyako could pull away if she wanted to. He'd follow her then.

"I can...help..." Just because he was the guest didn't mean he shouldn't... Again, same with the bed or kotatsu argument.

"U-Um you don't have to..." Miyako shook her head, backing up out of his arms as her hands waved furiously. It was embarrassing up there anyways! He didn't need to be showing up in there when she needed a few moments to contain herself...

Instead she...turned and bolted, intending to rush down the hallway and up the stairs. If...she could get there first she could close the door and lock it!

"I don't wanna just...not do anything..." Aito replied just before...

Gh!

She just bolted! She just bolted off and he'd hardly even finished talking! He didn't just want to sit around and do nothing while she cleaned up! Cleaning wasn't a big deal, damn it! He'd already seen the room!

Quickly, he followed after her; damn it, Miyako!

Miyako made it up the stairs but socked feet were not good for traction, as she skidded around the corner to enter her room. Hibiki was following after her, he wouldn't allow her to slam the door in his face she bet but she still was going to try damn it!

Or...not she didn't want to hurt him... A glance over her shoulder told her he was too close, she'd have no time and so she entered her room at a stumble from her speed. "Y-You just get to sit on the bed! Th-There's only so much I can get rid of... L-Like posters... there's...nothing else that..."

She still liked her plushies damn it!

"Gh..." Aito reached the door just as Miyako began speaking; why was she so against him helping? He'd already seen the room, and anything she was moving were things he'd obviously already seen! He didn't get it...

Was this another thing like with washing dishes? It didn't seem like it!

"Gh...Fine..." He'd sit on the damn bed... It beat standing outside the door... "I don't get it...but fine..."

"Thank you..." The relief in her voice and eyes was quite visible, she smiled really sweetly and brushed back a few bangs as Hibiki caved. Moving to the wall, she pulled the desk chair over and began the quick process of removing all the posters... Maybe she could have him...

"Well...if you really want to help? M-Maybe clean some of the plushies off of the bed. And extra pillows. they can go in the closet?" Maybe having him occupied while she spoke up would help... Miyako powered on as she hoped he got to work. "I-I think I know...why you got so flustered..."

It helped doing something with her hands, rolling up the posters and dropping them to the floor as she peeled a few up. Smaller pictures dotting the wall were just torn down, crappy drawings from when she was younger...

"Ah..." Aito gave a nod, he could do that, it beat just sitting around and doing nothing.

Doing as Miyako suggested, he went about moving some of the plush toys and pillows from the bed to her closet while she dealt with the posters.

Definitely beat doing nothing...

"Mn...?" Knew Why he was flustered?

"Um leave the devil kitty and the candy corn please! Err Candy Corn cat." Miyako called to Hibiki as he did the work for her, while she blushed up a storm. Moving down from the chair, she shifted it over a few feet and used it to hover over her desk and get those posters down.

"Mm... I think so... I mean it...might not be true for you but... I-I can...try to understand? Y-You'll just tell me if its wrong so..." Her voice was flustered and soft, but she kept going as she cleared off the desk wall. "F-Feelings. I...my feelings...keep growing for you...s-so... i-it...might....maybe...make sense y-yours do too....and if...they grow...then...something l-like...s-s-s-sex... might make them...flustered now..."

"B-Because there...would be more...t-tied up in things... f-feelings wise..." Her face was a tomato but she powered through as she hopped down from the chair. She wasn't even looking at Hibiki... just... get on the bed and get the last posters there...

Not those plushies...got it. Aito listened and kept those requested plush toys on the bed as Miyako asked him to.

That...

Feelings...

He wanted to at least deny it somewhat, but...

"A...Ah..." She did make...some sense...

Got flustered because of...the feelings and the progressing relationship. A-Ah...

As Hibiki put away the other plushies, Miyako climbed on the bed and finished up there. The big unicorn poster had to go and it would be a bit more challenging to take down. He...had...agreed...

"..." Miyako felt her heart racing in her chest as she tossed the unicorn poster to the floor, the last of what she had to do... On her ceiling were glow in the dark stars but those were too high up and not an issue at least. The figures sat on their own shelves... the colors of the room she could do nothing about nor the bedspread.

So she did the only thing she could do and flopped to the drastically cleaner bed and stared up at Hibiki from her back with the deepest red face imaginable. "S-So...I was....right...?"

Well, what she'd said had...made sense, and he couldn't really...deny it, to himself anyway; their relationship had progressed, and...feelings did too. He...couldn't say his feelings hadn't...gotten...more...y'know...more.

God...God damn it, he could hardly even say this shit to himself, much less Miyako!

His eyes moved to her when he finished, just as she flopped herself on to the bed and looked up at him.

"A...Ah..." He answered, looking away as soon as he had.

Gh...